DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS, PILLS, PSYCHOLOGIST APPOINTMENTS, DIAGNOSIS’, COUNCILLORS, SCARS, BATTLES, ALCOHOL, GETTING PULLED OUT OF CLASS EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY TO DISCUSS HOW TO HELP ME GET BETTER, PANICK ATTACKS, TEACHERS ALL DISCUSSING MY MENTAL HEALTH BEHIND MY BACK,TEARS, CIGARETTE SMOKE, SUICIDAL THOUGHT, TEACHERS CONTACTING MY PARENTS CAUSE I LOOK LIKE SHIT AND NOT HEALTHY AND I’M NOT MYSELF = MY FUCKED UP LIFE RIGHT NOW…… I didn’t want to let it happen, but history is repeating itself, but this time its worse than before.